THE PERSPECTIVES
Date : Thursday, 3 December 2009
Time : 22:40
Title : APOCALYPSE!!


There is nothing to do around here(TEMBURONG), no wonder every holiday the locals tend to go to the capital. Well at least at the capital city we can go shopping or something. But if you wanted peace, this is the perfect place. But clearly not in my house. I am living in HELL, it is chaos everywhere. Oldies nagging, child being annoying thou they are kinda cute, well that kinnd of stuff. its an APOCALYPSE!! aarghh.

And to top things out i am actually living on a hill surrounded by trees. hell yeah i sounded like a damsel in distress, as i am one. Not a damsel but pretty much alike. I need to be save from this APOCALYPSE.. aarghh. And its freaking hot here, despite being surrounded by trees. well well well, nothing to be worried about then. I am leaving this place in about a week. Its freaking boring.

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Date : Sunday, 29 November 2009
Time : 04:14
Title : MY "ACTIVITIES"


i am so bored these few days. so instead of sitting around body building.. i am blogging for a change. hahaha. These holiday my time is filled with DVDs, Facebook, Internet, and TVs. This is the time for me to watch those screens for hours. hahahaha. Well i am practically living in hell for these two years. Well well. here comes my ultimate source of entertainment.

Next week after my two weeks break, i am thinking of getting back in shape. sheshh, i dont want to stay in this shapeless figure for eternity. For sure i want to get out from this sack.

Actually i want to upload pictures of some event happening lately. but no can do. antah ngapa kah inda mau di upload. its some kind of connection problem. aarghhh. nevermind then. nanti-nanti tah saja ku upload. :)

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Date : Wednesday, 25 November 2009
Time : 23:11
Title : back on track!!


now i am back on track. its clearly been a while already. anyways my life is kinda boring lately. exam clearly sucks. a lot. pfft.

socio exam... aargh. i dont even want to think how bad it is. gilaaa. adakah aku damam. cobaan. pfft. during exam, i couldn't focus on my paper. i felt really depressed that time. aarghh. business studies... i mixed up the timing. dayyumm. aku salah liat wahh. i read ELIT punya time instead. eata. so clearly i didnt finish the paper. i thought habis at 4. rupanya its 3.30. talur eh. and geography.... the examiners keluarkan question that we havent learn. cubatah aku pro in hydrology. ani gilaa bangang wah ku tuu. so the only choice i have atmosphere lah saja. which dalam atu ada question about uplift thingy. gilaa lagi ku bangang inda ku tau apa-apa wah tuu. p3 lagitah suck. sudahtah soalannya payah gila kan di pahami, and clearly i cant answer anything. sheshh.

anyways now its holiday. and i have 7 months to spend. aaarghh. depress ku eh. it is because i am going to be fatter than now. di rumah my only activity will be. onlining, makan, tidur and such. gerenti bodybuilding ni. babi ehh. boring, boring, boring. i better find a job. ASAP!! atleast im occupied with something instead of eating saja. pfft.

today i just got back to temburong. so aku online lah. at last.

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Date : Monday, 5 October 2009
Time : 20:57
Title : tired


thank god its all over now. being bonded really tiring me off. haha. i guess i am not ready yet. hell yeah im not. haha. clearly im too young and it is really time consuming and capital demanding. aarghh. which are the things that im usually lacking. money is not a problem but then i prefer to spend my money on myself as in clothings and such.

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Date : Sunday, 4 October 2009
Time : 00:21
Title : Sunday.


Hmmm. Let see. This year raya had been wonderful. Despite the absentees of someone. Well i dont really care much about her anyways. She only brings pain and misery to us. Aarghh. Well still, al-fatihah to her. May she rest in peace. Amin. Sejahat-jahat ea, she had been taking care of my mother so yeahh. Hehe. And she always give me money jua pun. Haha. Manakan jua aku bebaik-baik sama ea. Hahahaha. Dasar gila harta.

Anyways raya tahun ani siuk pasal semua members in our family kumpul sama2 d rumah. Well thats basically it pulang. Haha. About duit raya, sedikit saja aku dapat. Hmmm. Kapih saja ju urang taun ani. Arghhh. Haha.

Hmmm. Anyways 'A'level exam is coming. Sheshhh. I am so stressed out already, i dont think i can cope with sociology. Aarghhh. Its too hard for me. But, heyy, be optimistic. There is still spaces for improvement. Hmm. For Business and Geography its still cope-able pulang. Hmm. Kan belajar malas. Manakan jua. Banci jua ku setan ani ehh. Ngasut saja kajanya. Panat banar ehh.

And one more thing. On last friday night. Which is on th 1st october 2009. Nahh exact tah sudah tuu. Apa? Jamnya kali lagi kan ku buat. Malastah kuu aa. I went to the centrepoint,gadong. Then out of nowhere ada tia si moll msg aku asking where i am. Ea nii selalu ni mcm tau ja kalau aku turun ke gadong. Meliat arah aing pakah ia ani. Haha. Yg panatnya bajuku lagi semacam. Inda beusul waa. Mcm urang kan tidur. Eishh. Maluku eh. Banartah. Nyaaal ku inda nukar bqju before ku bjln. Si moll ni punya pasal nyuruh aku ke mall. Aku ni talur jua mau jua ke sana. Haha. Gila waa tuu. Jatuh saham bah tuu. P its fun. Sekali sekala. Haha. At least there is something kan di ingatkan sampai tua. Haha. Sekadar. I wore short pant and faded black t-shirt. Haha. And selipar cam urang kan ke jamban. Pokoknya mcm urang kan ke kadai lingka saja. Haha. Tapi at least it is not that disaster lah. But it is really not believeable to a person like me. Haha. Eish banartah malu banar ku. Maklum ada kemaluan. Manakan jua. Haha.

And one more thing. I am still thinking what should i wear for this coming appreciation night? I had some ideas pulang but it gonna cost a lot. But heyy looking ur best is more important. One more problem, i am getting fatter. So before the night i need to work my ass out. Sheshh. I got lots of thing to work out for now. Hmmm. *sigh* so much to do so little time.

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Date : Wednesday, 23 September 2009
Time : 12:26
Title : Dilemma


I wish i can be an active blogger! Pasalnya inda pedah ku ada blog if im not active. The main problem is, aku inda suka blogging using handphone. It limit everything. And batah! Other than that is, i didnt even remember that i have a blog. And also selecting what to post is a major dilemma to me. My life is an adventure everyday. So many things happen everyday.

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Date : Tuesday, 1 September 2009
Time : 06:30
Title : Birthday


At last i got some time off from school, i had been very busy especially now where we (the 'A'level students)are going to have our exams soon.

anyways i am really blessed to live a year longer to celebrate my 18th birthday, although i celebrated it with my friends without having it over the top. but then it's more meaningful than having it with a bunch of so-called friends who only adores you for the better. celebrating my 18th birthday with my bestfriends is really what can cherish forever. as they always there whenever i need them the most either it is during my happy times or my depressing moments.

so thank you guys for always sticking out for me. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!! :)





On that day i was surprised by my aunts for the cake and all time favourite food. Custard Puff. sheshhh. just thinking of it makes my mouth watery. nyaman waa tuu. sudah sudah i only will makes me thinking of it. gugur ku karang inda pedah-pedah. Before we enjoy the cake we did some lame things where we act as if i dont know anything about the cake. buang tabiat wa kami. adakaa aku mcm si talor being surprised. macam si banar lagi tuu.
After that we are off to the Mall to enjoy a movie. Aliens in the attic. it is a hilarious movie and i recommended it a lot. For rating 7/10 should be appropriate. but then no regrets.



ABOUT-ME

•Birthday:19thAugust1991
•Hometown:Temburong,Brunei Darussalam.
•Status:It's complicated.
•Religion:Muslim-Sunni.

WANTS&NEEDS

♥GET BACK IN SHAPE.
♥RECONNECT WITH MY FRIENDS.
♥ACCEPTABLE GRADES.
♥GREAT SALARY(work).

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